school is over. It's over. The fat lady has sung...and it was a really BAD song

So I officially didn't make it into northwestern. BIG SURPRISE!! Two more schools to hear back from. Lets see how those go.

I'm done pretending to be someone thhat I'm not. I'm tooo cool for that. From now on it's just "Morgan"....my heart goes out to all of you.

I can't feel. I can't feel anything at all. And thats what hurts.

Call me peeps.

Date:	2006-02-22 22:43
Subject:	Weird day
Security:	Public
Mood:	confused
Music:	Can not do it alone

Somehow I got stuck in two "...how the hell do you respond to that?!" situations today that happeened less then an hour apart...never a dull moment.

Melina: 4th place with a 10% shooting ratio...BOO YA!

It's sad. you never remember who your real friends are until it's almost too late. Well it ain't over yet

...who the f*#@ am I?!

Sometimes I wish i didn't have memories. I lay in bed, not able to sleep, because they keep coming to me. My whole life focuses on one thing that is no more. Where do you go from there?


I could really use some old school MK right now. Anyone up for it?

I'm not ready for this weekend...

so schaumburg on stage tech week starts tonight. After that, there's only summer that stands between me and college, and I still haven't heard from anywhere. This is very not cool.

"You can always tell the assholes because they are the ones using Preparation-H as their lip balm."

-Dann Gire

Rule 1: Never become best friends with someone who is multiple times more attractive then you are.

Rule 2: Never get so close to you best friend that he is able to read your mind.

Rule 3: Be careful of what you are thinking when in the presence of the attractive best friend that can read your mind.

Rule 4: Study for your AP psych final

Rule 5: Don't tell anyone who you are thinking of asking to turnabout until you are certain you are going to ask them.

Rule 6: Don't give Jamie Fox an oscar and then use that to justify not giving one to Jouqin Phenix (not spelled right, and a far superior actor.)

Rule 7: Stop talking.

Rule 8: Be productive with your time, because then you get to sleep.

Rule 9: Force youself to sleep, even when you are laying there for two hours doing nothing but knowing why you aren't sleeping.

Rule 10: Faith may be navagating, but reality is behind the wheel. Faith can only get you so far before you must accept your life. (Yes Joe, you finally win that debate.)

Rule 11: Live your life. Don't regret things you have done, but make sure you are doing something.

ever get the feeling like you should be out somewhere with someone doing something? yeah thats summarizes me right now.

Grease. See it. Here's the info. All the dates with a ** by it means Joe Bianco is Kenickie. All the ones without means Danny Miller is Kenickie.


** Friday, January 27th @ 7:00 pm **
** Saturday, January 28th @ 7:00 pm **
Sunday, January 29th @ 5:30 pm
** Saturday, February 4th @ 2:00 pm **
Sunday, February 5th @ 1:00 pm

Sandy…Amy Rapp
Rizzo…Susan Rapp
Danny…Pat Anderson
Kenicke…(see actual dates)
Marty…Kelly Harrison
Frenchie…Kaitlyn Strand
Jan…Meghan Strand
Darlene…Shannon Buckel
Judy …Jenna Avers
Shirley…Julie Baird
Doody…Pat Connagan
Roger…Joe Piesecki
Principal…Nina Emmerich
Blanche…Christine Budz
Patty…Katie Hoffman
Johnny Casino…John Brandt


** Saturday, January 28th @ 2:00 pm **
Sunday, January 29th @ 1:00 pm
Friday, February 3rd @ 7:00 pm
** Saturday, February 4th @ 7:00 pm **
** Sunday, January 5th @ 5:30 pm **



Sandy…Colleen Lynch
Rizzo…Morgan Gire
Danny…Tim Martin
Kenicke…(see the actual dates)
Marty…Ashley Kingsmill
Frenchie…Natalie Bounassar
Jan…T’lyn Candella
Darlene…Shannon Halligan
Judy…Gina Cucci
Shirley…Julie Zyrkowski
Doody…John Brandt
Roger…Matt Neidigh
Principal…Kathryn Brannan
Blanche…Ashley Townsend
Patty…Christen Tulp
Johnny Casino…Pat Connagan



For tickets, call (847)345-0092

COME SEE!!

I confess that in 2005 I...

( ) stayed single the whole year.
( ) got your first kiss
(x) kissed someone new
( ) made-out for the first time
(x) made-out in/on a car
( ) kissed in the snow
(x) kissed in the rain
(x) fell in love
(x) had your heart broken
(x) broke someone else's heart
(x) had a stalker..ughhh
(x) had a good relationship with someone
( ) questioned your sexual orientation
( ) came out of the closet
( ) gotten pregnant (oh man, what a night)
( ) gotten someone else pregnant
( ) had an abortion
( ) gotten married
( ) had a divorce
( ) had a gay marriage
( )kissed someone of the same sex
(x) dated someone you'll never forget
(x) done something you've regretted
( ) lost your true love
( ) lost faith in love
( ) kissed under mistletoe

WORK/SCHOOL (this should be funny)
( ) got a promotion
( ) got a pay raise
( ) changed jobs
( ) lost your job
( ) quit your job
(x) dated a co-worker
( ) dated your boss
( ) dated your boss' daughter/son
( ) got fired from your job
( ) got straight A's
(x) met one teacher you really like
(x) met one teacher you really hated
(x) found the subject you love
( ) failed a class
( ) cut class
( ) skipped school
( ) got into a fight with a classmate
(x) did something you were proud of
(x) discovered a new talent
(x) gave the teachers a reason to teach
(x) proved yourself an idiot
(x) embaressed yourself in front of the class
(x) fell in love with a teacher
(x) got a lead in the school play
( ) made a varsity team
(x) were involved in something you'll never forget
(x) got sent to the office

OTHER
(x) painted a picture
(x) wrote a poem
( ) ran a mile
(x) listened to music you couldn't stand
(x) double-dipped
(x) skinny-dipped (hehehe)
(x) went to a sleepover
(x) went to camp
( ) threw a surprise party
(x) laughed until you cried
(x) laughed till you peed in your pants
(x) flirted shamelessly
( ) visited a foreign country
(x) visited a different state
(x) cooked a disasterous meal
(x) lost something important to you
(x) got a gift you adore
(x) realized something new about yourself
(x) went on a diet
( ) tried to gain weight
(x) dyed your hair
( ) came close to losing your life
( ) someone close to you died
(x) went to a party
(x) drank alcohol
(x) drank alcohol underage
( ) did drug(s)
( ) got drunk
(x) got arrested
(x) read a great book
(x) saw a great movie
(x) saw a movie so scary that it made you cry
( ) saw your favorite band/artist live
(x) saw someone famous in person
(x) did something you want to tell everyone
(x) Enjoyed this year all over

I'm very shocked that my family hasn't started killing eachother. Then again, there is still plenty of time before I leave for college...

umm ok so.... school can die

For all those counting, I offically own 17 pairs...yes...

It's starting to feel like crying id the only thing keeping me from going mentally insane. That's not a good situation to be in. I miss too many people. I can't keep up with my own social life. So many people to call, so many people to spend time with, so little time. Plus those damn college apps are draining my time, sanity, and causing my mother infinite cause to be mad at me. Not to mention my best friend was rushed to the ER because he was coughing up blood. I miss my brother.

...on a happy note: MERRY CHRISTMAS!!

Lets play a game.

Its' called "Which part of Rent made Morgan cry like a wimpy little girl?"